I kind of figured it out

when im single, I have nothing to do. Therefore, I go out and look for things to do.
Ride my bike around, take pictures, try out new places, talk to strange people, go to random/poorly promoted events and whatnot.

and thats what make my life interesting and different from others.

when im in a relationship, i dont have the urge to do something

im more thinking along the lines of, eh.. ill just wait until i see him. or i can do something with him. or im tired, ill just rest for today 

and stuff like that

when i know i have nothing to look forward to or to do

its then i do weird little things

that make me who i am.

I wanted to do something today.

Go hiking, ride my bike, go to the beach, go to the arboretum, play basketball, play more soccer….

a whole lot of things.

BUT NO. I Spent all day doing fucking chemistry. next is poli sci.

fml

I have a feeling its going to suck.

I am very much confused in the head.

So I’ve been dyingto see Ellie Goulding

and of course,

she has to be playing during the Artic Monkeys 

UGH

I really love them both, but I already purchased tickets for AM anyway.

damnit.

On the bright side,

I demanded Pendulum

and They came! i feel like I summonded them

and they obeyed

buahahah

pretty cool feeeling

CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YESSSSSSS its going to be awesome

oh yeah.

my notebook has been returned to its rightful owner =]

ME

time to renew frodos license.  

so we canceled our ATT uverse because it is ridiculously expensive

but my computer is a P.O.S. and still takes forever

-___________-

EFF!

anyway.

I lost my notebook yesterday

yeah, the one with all my notes from every class ive had since last semester.

the one with plans

schedules

thoughts, ideas,

hopes, DREAMS

the one that held everything!

oh god i even wrote some feelings in there

>.<

man, ineed that back.

im going to fail all my classes now

ughhhhhhhhhhh

one more day until spring breakkkkkk

i gotta quit work man. 

i need a life.

i really wanted to write about last weekend but i didnt have any time 

so recap realll quick just so when im old i can read and remember, because otherwise its like it never happened. damn my memory

well last thursday, after i closed at work (UGH lol. i have created a war!) we threw a lil st patricks day party! and it was fun, because it was the first time ever alex and i mixed friends. so yeah, the best of both worlds!

a lot of fun, i didnt lose kings cup either ^^

friday, damnit see i already forgot! blah! i think alex stayed over and we took a couple trips to the good ol walmart, and watched Kikis Delivery Service <3!!!!!! 

yay!!!!!!

it was awesome

then saturday,… darn. ugh. ok i remmber something really awesome happened like every day

oh yeah. Beyond Wonderland.

Hah. how could I forget.

lol. it was fun, one of those things i would like to experience once, and preferrably only once.

its not my style. too many people on drugs, too many naked girls for my comfort. also, there were soo many ugly guys there it was insane. it was pretty annoying actually. not that i wanted to be interested or anything, i missed alex :[

and i felt bad for using some guys for some alcohol but hey taht was all dinas idea. haha, whatever. i saved $8, although they were pretty pathetic.

-__-

yay! sunday!

but anyway, sunday we saw dia frampton @ the troudabour.

we were so late so we only saw like 30 minutes =[

she was pretty funny, and wayyy better than i thought she would be.

she made me cry when she sang “Daniel” because its about long distance relationships, and it just tore me up. now that ive been accepted to schools, it seems more real. oh god it was painful. so painful

but she was so good, i tried to cheer up (i tried not to cry into the other songs, god im pathetic haha) and bought her cd cus i felt like we missed out and she was so good i wanted to have some music to remember the night.

alex and i walked around west hollywood, and went to millionsofmilkshakes again

mmm…

it was a good weekend.

but im so busy with school and work. ugh its annoying.

after i found out i was accepted to UCSC, UCSB and UCSD i didnt go to 3 classes. 

yea………

this weekend we saw 21 jumpstreet,

friday: the cults @ glass house and watched grave of the fireflies which was soooo sad. ughhhhhh! 

hmm

sunday, today, it poured! went to see the cults again at the brea mall with ben quinn and derek, saw jennie grace and stephanie there too

it was really fun

think they were better today than friday

dunno

oh and got their signatures and a picture! yay!! 

ate at some chinese place with the guys and came home and did lots of homework

ugh

lame.

there arent any concerts for a while now.

what am i going to do

spring break is coming up..

hmmmmmmmm

bedooo bedoo bedooo bedoo BEDOO BEDOO BEEDOOO BEEDOOOO

DADADADDADADDAOODODOODODAODODOOADOOADF ZIIIIIING!

BINGBBING DDOP DOOP DOOP SAA SAA SAA

ZING ZING ZING! BEDOOBEDOO BEDOO BEDOO@!!

NANANAA dam

*words*

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TJAT WAS JSIT AN AWESOME GUITAR SOLO.

-FRODO

Me: you only like me cus I’m jewish!! gasp! it’s Purim!!! Alex: :0! Is that the name of the petting zoo?!